dawn1105's Blog

I walk this night
and see the stars
shining
as i take each step forward

i see a white light
it is the moon
it is full tonight
and it watches each step i take

the moons bright shine
shows me there is always
a light in the dark
that will always guide and give hope

so i walk this night
listening to the night creature
scurry around
the nights shadows

i walk this night and see the spark of the
dark lighten to a lighter
dark
it is time to go home
and ready for the next day

I do not want you to think of me with sorrow
for i have lived my life
with joy
and happiness

don't think of me with tears
my life was blessed
because you were my friend
and my family member

don't think of me with pain
i know you have  to try to get used
to me gone
but i am pain free now

don't think of me with sorrow
i am with my loved ones who
have passed just as i have
just keep thee happy thoughts with you

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this jusy came from me out of the blue
i am to young to think about this my mother says
but i write this anyway
it is to take pain from my heart
that i think my uncle who passed away would have said this to our family

Kid Rock:

Livin my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sunshine
In three damn days
Been fuelin'up on cocaine and whiskey
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her

Sheryl Crow:

I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they won't tell
But their half-hearted smiles tell me somethin' just ain't right
I've been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him

Together:

I saw you yesterday with an old friend (Sheryl Crow)
It was the same old same how've you been? (Kid Rock)
Since you've been gone my worlds been dark and grey (Together)
You reminded me of brighter days (Kid Rock)
I hoped you were comin' home to stay (Sheryl Crow)
I was headed to church (Sheryl Crow)
I was off to drink you away (Kid Rock)

Together:

I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say I love you, come back home

you cry alone in the dark
you laugh alone in the sun
you frown alone when it rains
you smile alone when the day ends

you live alone in that dusty house
you think you will sie alone there by yourself
you wander alone in the woods
you discover new things alone

you lay alone in pain
your alone in hurt
you sit there alone in joy
alone in the morning every day

you are alone at night
no mother or father there
you are only ten
and always alone

your alone in the afternoon
your alone at the job to pay for the house
your alone in boredom
every now and again

you alone in you knowelege
your alone with people around
your alone in you town
your alone in your state

your alone walking through life
with still all your pride
you continue alone
and you say you will be like that for the rest of your life

alone i lay on my bed
alone i think of who i am
alone i watch the suns glare on my mirror
alone i think of what to do

alone i listen to the storm
alone i listen to the rain
alone i smell the seas spray
alone i walk and pray

alone i read outside in the cold
waiting for the sun to rise
alone i listen to the birds
as they sing thier song gracefully

i walk in school
i meet up with friends
now i am not alone
till the day is to end

If you look into my eyes
you will see mempries there
memories both happy and sad
memories important to me

you will see a sea of saddness
with the saddest of memories
along with a storm of confushion
along with the memory

you will see innocence
since i have sat throgh so much
ans seen so much hurt
that will last my whole life

my eyes will show
who i am
and where i came from
and all my hurt and happiness, that will never leave

my eyes show my laughter
my eyes show my tears
my eyes show everything
that is inside of me

time passes fast
time passes slow
time sees people die
time sees people cry

time sees a plant grow
time will never forget
or forgive

time is unforgettable

time takes all you have to give

time rushes the past away

and goes to the
future

time is shown by the
sun and the
moon
by the kitchen clock

time passes slowlt
as you wait for it to pass fastley
time passes fastley
when you want it to go slowely

time is running out

time waits as you have fun
time can be impatient
with its wait

time can be kind
time can be cruel
time is a second
out, day, week, year

time is forever
it is right this minute
or even now or never

I feel grief when someone passes away
and leaves to go to
another place
beyond the imagination

grief is what i feel when i am concerend
about friends
family
everyone

grief is what i feel when i see a car wreck
hoping for them to feel better
to not be dead
and for thier family to know that they did care

grief is what all people go through
you
me
them
everyone

your lost in thought
your lost in pain
your lost in fear
but you must remain

your lost in trouble
from the years before
your lost in grief
of the mother who had left you

lost in misery
of that day years back
afraid you will never be able to refresh
from that incident

you are lost in life
you had never fit in with anyone
but me
because i knew how it would feel to be left out

your lost in chaos
lost in peace
about to release
from that single wound to the heart from the bullet

you say farewell to me
and then you tell me
to tell everyone who cared about you
goodbye and farewell

A friend is one of a kind
a friend is unique
a friend is always nice and kind
a freind is sweet and does not hit

a friend is hard to find

a friend you one you know

a friend is trustworthy
a friend knows when yo help

a friend helps with your fears
a friend is always near
a friend will dry your tears
after you have been hurt
 

a freind is never hurtful
or never trys to be

a friend will apologize
after the friend had hurt you and didn't mean to

a friend is respectful
a friend can always be relied on
a friend never to let you fall
a friend loved by all

a friend you can talk to
a friend will keep the secrets
a friend is always there
a friend will never leave you in a time of need

sally felt her daddy
sneak into her bed
she saw his dirty shadow
his finger touched her head.

sally's daddy loved her
he loved her, he would say
so sally let him hurt her
in every single way.

sally's daddy drank a lot
he loved a man named jack
when the whisky river drowned him,
he broke sally's back.

on the day she turned15
sally tried to run,
but sally's daddy found her
her daddy had a gun.

he said that if she left him,
he'd shoot her on the spot
he said that she was everything
he loved her a lot

sally's mother knew it
sally's mother cried.
but sally's mommy left her
sally's mommy died.

when sally saw her mother
lying on the ground
and saw her laughing father
let the gun dropp down,

she knew she had to run
and her head said to go
sally's daddy stopped her
said: 'i won't die alone'

sally's daddy hit her
and split her heart in two.
sally's daddy kicked her
said: 'sally, i love you'

sally reached the phone
and dialed 9-1-1
she got the operator
but all she said was: 'gun'.

sally's grave was hidden
and her daddy went to jail.
sally's daddy loved her.
love can always fail.
 

thinking back
to my lifes past
the days we would want to forget
now we show no regret

there you lay
buried with your flowers
your heart is buried
underneath a single rose

your life
faded
the same way

your life faded with you

your life gone
your soul gone
your voice gone
everything faded to black and to the dark

i can't take this
not one more second
there is no pain

grater than this

the oceans wave
not letting the
oxygen get into
you lungs

i drown slowely
not taking a breath again
i become lifeless Slolwly
never to see the break of day anymore
 

your heart
is beating wrong
unevenly
pain washes through your bady

you shake with silent tremors
knocking your breath away
from you
knocking you speechless
and leaving you without sanity

the tears gather in your eyes
taking your vision
they can't fall yet
and now they burn with endless fire

i see you
laying there
you need help
but you don't want help

you lay there
slowly the tears fall
leaving a trail
and falling onto the hard ground

the blood slowly
gathers around your body
as you become lifeless
with each breath
 

you whisper goodbye
and tell me
that you wanted to die
i will never forget that

I love my mom
as much as i love my dad
she has helped me
when i needed help

she has helped my through sicknesses
my first shots
my first day of school
i love her with all my heart

she has helped
with homework
with friends
with advice
anything she could help with

i share my secrets
with her
i tell her everything
and she knows not to tell

she will always be my mother
i can not imagine myy life without her
to imagine her or my father gone
would tear my heart to pieces

I will always love her
always
i will help her one day
to thank her and repay her for her helping me